Wednesday, September 29, 2010

wednesday

Its hump day ladies and gentlemen. It is the day where u get over the hump and look toward the light at the end of the tunnel called the weekend.

For me, its just another day.

I'm trying to get out this funk that I feel right now. My life is... how can I put it... a hot ghetto mess. Don't get me wrong, I am truly grateful for what I have- a job, a healthy son, a roof over my head and food on my table. I am taking a walk out on faith with my company. Already I am met with resistance. People are already telling me that I am going to fail, and the ones that I thought would be my rock is becoming quicksand. However I will press on. I have a deadline of April 18, 2011 to make it happen.

As for love, (in my Nino Brown voice) f**k that n****r! Thanks to cupid's stupid ass, he shot me and not the other person. If anybody see that little fucker, tell him that he needs to stay with Jimmy Hoffa or else he will be another missing person on a milk carton. (I was trying to keep it PG, but its hard when you are frustrated).

On a more ligher note, in 1 week I will be on the beaches of Jamaica sipping on a really strong fruity drink trying to be like Stella and get my groove back.

Smooches!!
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Monday, September 27, 2010

Monday blahs

yeah its another dreary day in the DMV. I'm in some sort of mood today, but I can't quite place my finger on it. I should be grinning from ear to ear, but I'm not.

I have been doing a lot of soul searching these few days. I found myself wondering how I can allow someone to capture my heart. Then as soon as I take that step of faith, I fall like a rock into a pond. I know what Stevie Wonder is talking about in the song "Rocket Love":
"..you took me riding in your rocket and gave me a star, but at a half a mile from heaven you dropped me back down to this cold, cold world."

Now I have waved my flag of defeat, kicked Cupid's ass for setting my heart up for failure, and have went back into my rabbit hole.

Melancholy is the word of the day.
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