Well world, I think I am going to admit to myself and to you that I will stay single and be single for a loooong time to come. I am sick and tired of the games that men play around these parts, and it is really getting on my nerves.
For the longest time I thought it was all me. Maybe it is because of my honesty. Maybe it is because I am showing you the real me (Adrian) instead of a character (StormAndThunda) that you think I am. Then I thought, well, maybe it is my work schedule. Yeah, that's it - my schedule. So I began scaling some things back to give myself some more free time. Well I can't help when duty calls, so I tell you to be patient with me while I finish this or that. No satisfaction on that front. So I thought 'let me look into myself for a second or two'. They see a attractive, independent woman that is doing her own thing, but don't want to take the time out to see what makes her tick. These guys wants all of the benefits of having a girlfriend but don't want to put in the work for it. Even if they say that they want to take it slow, they are still trying to bed you all the same. What ever happened to getting to know a person? What happened to building something positive and meaningful? That is when I realized that it wasn't me, but the combination of my personality going against the society at large.
For all of my ruff ridin', weed smokin', non-working ebonic using bastards, please do not reply to this 'open letter'. If you are a real man, that works everyday and want a good woman in your life, then step up to the plate and be heard.
