Monday blahs

yeah its another dreary day in the DMV. I'm in some sort of mood today, but I can't quite place my finger on it. I should be grinning from ear to ear, but I'm not.

I have been doing a lot of soul searching these few days. I found myself wondering how I can allow someone to capture my heart. Then as soon as I take that step of faith, I fall like a rock into a pond. I know what Stevie Wonder is talking about in the song "Rocket Love":
"..you took me riding in your rocket and gave me a star, but at a half a mile from heaven you dropped me back down to this cold, cold world."

Now I have waved my flag of defeat, kicked Cupid's ass for setting my heart up for failure, and have went back into my rabbit hole.

Melancholy is the word of the day.

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